Y Friday, May 04, 2007Y

3:44 AM

Reborn

Sometimes we have the answers, but we are just not ready to face them.
I think somewhere along the way.. I lost myself.
Do you think I've changed?

I think I have.

It's been a roller-coaster ride. It's a relationship.
Nah. A fake one.

i am ashamed..

indeed i am..

ashamed to admit this beauitful picture we painted, was never to be..
ashamed of my incapability..
ashamed to know how weak this relationship was..
ashamed that this relationship is fallible..
ashamed to approach my friends..
ashamed to find no anger in me.. just disappointment..
ashamed to have cried my nights away..
ashamed to have comforted & coaxed myself to sleep..
ashamed to hurt myself again..

And who knows. I'll get out of it real soon.
Too soon to believe the facts.
Life is like a game. You never know which step will lead u to the wrong end.
Yet, it's never too late to restart.

Just noted. if u could play the game this way. i could have played too.
In the end. it's my gain. Ain't yours.

feel guilt and regrets. that's u.

I quit.
Refresh my world in candy-coated.blogspot.com

i cherish all my friends. more than i do for.
because. mean nothing to me. nor affect how i should be.
do u think i even care.

[honeyspeaks]