HONEYSAYS:
Sometimes we have the answers, but we are just not ready to face them.
I think somewhere along the way.. I lost myself.
Do you think I've changed?
It's been a roller-coaster ride. It's a relationship.
Nah. A fake one.
i am ashamed..
indeed i am..
ashamed to admit this beauitful picture we painted, was never to be..
ashamed of my incapability..
ashamed to know how weak this relationship was..
ashamed that this relationship is fallible..
ashamed to approach my friends..
ashamed to find no anger in me.. just disappointment..
ashamed to have cried my nights away..
ashamed to have comforted & coaxed myself to sleep..
ashamed to hurt myself again..
Too soon to believe the facts.
Life is like a game. You never know which step will lead u to the wrong end.
Yet, it's never too late to restart.
Just noted. if u could play the game this way. i could have played too.
In the end. it's my gain. Ain't yours.
feel guilt and regrets. that's u.
I quit.
Refresh my world in candy-coated.blogspot.com
i cherish all my friends. more than i do for.
because. mean nothing to me. nor affect how i should be.
do u think i even care.
I decided to give my entry some rainbow colours.
Perhaps it should give each month a new colour scheme. That would probably add some new life to it. Before sharing what happening.. here's some thoughts i have recently.
That’s humanity I guess.
Repeatedly it happens, when you thought you won’t fall, you will fall to the deepest you can ever imagine. The moment when you realize it, it is too late.
The emotions are controlled.
You smile because of the sweetness he did.
You tear because of the nonsense he done.
Like a roller coaster ride. Perhaps that’s LOVE. still i hate that feeling.
It is truly a right year to change.
Soon, friends around me turn 21.
Last Friday
a last minute meeting with our new recruit, Recruit Ong Baboo.
as usual, we are out of ideas for places to chill. ended up in Hereen NYDC. yes again.
miss Joyce and Mister Justin went missing for 3 hours. missing them badly, we come out with a childish game called “we are supposed to ignore you and you”. Laughed.
cam-whoring while Baboo shared his long-before-the-time "14days in tekong" story.
We love him thou. If you could realise. He put on weight like 100 tons. That's why his face look like a big bolla to me. Oops.
Last Sunday
went to cheena town for lunch. have cravings for the fried dumplings. so yeah. at the same time took pictures of daikin advertisement around the area for my project.
joycelyn, my dearest girl, visited me ytd in school. she's too sweet. her future husband must be one of the fortunate guy eva. i've almost cleared all my projects. 5% more to touch up.
cheerios.
with much love. to all my girls only.
xoxo.
I’ve been watching too much Eddie Murphy over the weekends. It was “Dream Girls” followed by “Norbit”. Boohoo to say, both shows were rather below my expectations. Caught “Just Follow Law” with mummy, aunts, uncles and my little cousins. Lou Yu Sheng plus yummilious dinner.
Mr Boo got “detached” some days ago. We’ve got him out to cheer him up. Here are some evidences. Starbucks, Iguanacafe, TheAsylum, and TCC.
Sakaed on some “wulu” weekend.
New Year was good. Gambling and Munching are my non-stop activities.
Filled with goodies and delicacies. Provided with Hong Baos.
It’s a happy day for Singles. Giggles.
Duck Tongues. Credits to Cat.
They might look disgusting but they are absolutely scrumptious.
I love Feb.
xoxo
he got his surprise night out and brought me a surprise valentine.
thanks. winks.
rewinding my calender.
i guess i almost lost track as usual.
here u go.
If Ca. t n Kel. ly = CK
We met again on last Tuesday @ jon’s café for dinner. It’s the first time he tags along with us. Haa. Managed to get him over. All of us started to feel bored until I flashed my new set of slimy poker cards out.
Wednesday was sucha satisfying day.
Suppose to meet Meiyi for pretty manicures, but who knows… my lovely girls came. I managed to get my dearest Cat to get herself a manicure too! Weepee.
Slacked @ Bugis. Supper @ Ponggol Nasi Lemak.
Friday was vivo day. After some shopping with gab, I went off to meet my 2 girlfriends. Yes. Bingo. More “CK” sessions.
As usual, endless talkings and snaps.
I ended my lovely friday with some dotas and mahjong games.
I had night shopping with Mr Vainpot, who got himself a new pair of sneakers, the next very day. Ah bish @= I’m pure jealous lar.
Though he offers to buy me something, I declined. I’m sucha good girl. Winks.
He went off to meet up with his “brothers” while I met my “CK” sisters.
Our initial plan was to catch midnight movie. Thus, we decided to slack @ starbuck.
Jon came after work. Movie plan was cancelled.
Coffee breaks. Card games. Name games.
Joined the rest for chai chee bah chor mee and ended my day with mahjong again!!!!
9 hrs of mahjong got me exhausted. We played until 2 in the afternoon while I continued my day with baby at 4pm. Would someone give me a bed?? I shut down my system twice on the train. I slept like nobody business at 7pm. Phews.
Yesterday's schedule was full.
Project @ 11/12 pm. Lesson @ 2pm. Perming @ 4.30pm. "CK" after perming.
Finally i'm done.
I love my bouncy curls. I hate the frezzy texture.
I love n hate my new hair.
Project datelines due soon.
CNY is coming too. Weewee.
do u ever lost faith in something?
do u ever afraid of losing it?
there're no "perfect" or "ideal".
thing often goes your way. NOT.
i guess it's just an stupid obstacle.
blogging seems boring someday.
just wasnt bothered about updating it.
supper with gab on fri night.
vivo on sat. parkway on sun.
dinners with his dad n brother as usual.
weekend-life just seems so systematic.
yet contented.
holding on a broken relationship wasn't easy.
yet uncertain to judge if i made the right choice.
let time tells the truth. who knows i'll single by this valentine.
slacking out almost every night turns to be my latest hobby.
seeking places for supper!!!
geylangteochewporridge/changivnasilemak/jalanbersakjiandaojiancurryrice
jooshengroadprawnnoodles/thomsonpratahouse/joochiathongkongcafe
random datings with my beloved girls.
life is so unpredictable.
let it be. till i find the right way out.
XOXO
before we welcome 2007, let's say goodbye to 2006.
last few days of 2006
- dinners/ktvs. (whereby justin got extremely high)
5. chilled out with polymates. pooled. movie. the queen.thou we faced difficult situations we surely felt gladful for all the happy ones.
2007
this yr. i'll be 21.
gosh. isn't that old enough.
anyway. mahjong is my new hobby.
had a few mj sessions.
has a few ktv sessions. with people like zs. polygirls. wenqi. junwei.
met up with cutie wenqi. she's like one lil sister of mine.
went over to a gf 21st bday party on some other day.i think the most blessful thing. yet. is returning to school.
holidays are nice NOT. if u have them for too long. 3 mths.
yeah.
i knew it. i knew it if i'm lazy. everything will be piled up.
i knew if i'm not blogging what happened last week.
i will not be able to recall at all.
randomism i shall be.
mon. last day of work.
met up with zs. he brought my didi and his friend for a haircut.
something different i must say. exo came for a haircut too.
met mr c for movie at 9 plus. who knows both of us ended up
meeting miss cat and kelly since they were slacking in town too.
ktv. 2200
the holiday. 0015
home. 0230
met up with miss cat and kelly then next day.
hollandv with miss cat in the noon.
dinner at joo chiat for the famous peppery crabs.
ktv for the 2nd time at tio heng with mr ben and zs.
5 people singing = loud.
took tons of photos.
suppered as if we are partying at market85 with ben zs and koky.
koky droved us to secret carpark and changi for some ah guas session.
wed was post-celebration of exo bday. brought a necklace and loop bag.
pictures shall do their say. clubbing @ zouk was never that united and fun.
thurs. shopping and evening munch with peiyi. 1900. sushied.
dinner with mr justin. out of the pan. 2030.
supper with exo. hongkongcafe and bak chok mee. 0130.
i'm a skinny pig......
fri. went back to sim for enrolment stuff.
ktv again! with sim mates. eve and meiyi.
partyworld. provides thick coats. nice drinks.
lotsa of pearls. all thanks to eve's bf.
sakaed @ marinasquare.
sales are tempting.
tonned @ exo's place with everyone.
sat.
cooked meegoreng myself.
ate thaiaccents @ vivo for dinner.
homesweethome.
sun.
met c for movie in the noon.
charlotte's web.
some pig. terrific. humble. radiant.
charlotte is sucha nice spider.
met cat at night.
ktved. yess again.
mon.
met up with ivan.
trust the man i watched.
dinner with him plus exo. theverigoodone cafe.
pooled.
homed.
tues.
met up with pierre and cat.
hmmmmmm speechless i must say.
haa. i made cat angry. boohoo. its my mistake.
dinner with c at jon's cafe.
i never know he's falling for me. he did.
a msg saying he likes me.
sending me home even thou it's like raining cats and dogs.
despite the fact that he ended up in midnight cabs.
endless talking he dun wish to hang up.
my gosh. letmebeindulgedinthehappinessofbeingloved.
it's my season of love. season of warmth. season of care.
it's christmas and my birthday soon.
counting down. weewee.
inviting everyone for dinner. only those i care.
that's my christmas gift from i suppose.
pierre leaving in an hour.
cat left.
bon voyage
miss ya my miss catty.
pls come back soon.
soon like next yr.